6 days to go

Oct 12, 2010

    Today I find myself saying good bye to a steak sandwich and fries. It’s the only meal I’ve allowed myself to have today so I don’t gain any weight before surgery but also get to enjoy a meal that I won’t be enjoying for a few years. Maybe never again.  I love bread. I’m going to miss it a lot. I’m trying to say good bye with out over doing it. But at the same time I don’t really get the same enjoyment I once did with food. Every time I eat some thing I ask my self is this mouth watering and satisfying. And 9 times out of 10 it’s not. So I say goodbye to food as I know it and try to think of all the wonderful things I will be enjoying. I keep telling my self “When you change the way you look at things. Things Change.” So I’m working on changing my view of food so my relationship with it can change to a healthier one. 

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