It’s really happening

Oct 16, 2010

Ok it’s my last night for solid food for a while and I didn’t eat all day so I could enjoy a nice meal with my family at Olive Garden. As of midnight tonight I can only have liquids and then Mon. nothing and surgery is at 3 pm. I’m trying to come to term with this feeling of anxiety. I just pray I’m not that 1 person who dies. I’m also just nerves and afraid of what I’m going to feel like after surgery. I have 3 young kids under the age of 8 and I just need to be able to care for them. Well I say goodbye to this fat girl I see looking back at me in the mirror that I don’t really know and hello to a healthier me I hope to see soon. 

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About Me
Antioch, CA
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43.9
BMI
RNY
Surgery
10/18/2010
Surgery Date
Jan 06, 2010
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