YIPPEE - 6 days

Sep 11, 2008

September 11, 2008
Attended my mandatory nutrional class today at the hospital.  It was very informative.  I could not imagine going into this surgery without the class.
I also attended the Brampton support group meeting tonight.  I made some new friends and learned alot from their experiences.
Once again today, I am amazed at the support from friends, family AND co-workers, it is never ending.  I would, however, really like to know who the heck is "ladiesman217".  You know who you are, just let ME know who you are.

    THANK YOU EVERYONE !!!!!!    

7 Days till my new birthday

Sep 10, 2008

Woohoo, 7 days till my new birthday of September 17th, 2008.
So this is day 8 on the Optifast and Day 8 without the cholestyramine.
Still can't believe that I have been able to go that long without it.
I am attending a support group meeting tomorrow night for people who have had or are having the surgery and live in the area.  Can't wait to meet in person some of the wonderful people that I have met online.
I have my appointment with the nutritionist tomorrow as well as the mandatory pre-op class that will teach me about eating post op.
I can't believe how lucky I am to have such wonderful friends and family.  I am truly BLESSED !

Day 7

Sep 09, 2008

Tuesday, September 9th, 2008
Felt pretty good today.  Had a headache, but managed to work through it.  Managed to do a little laundry and some other small odd chores taking rests in between.  Still feel weak, but better. 
Realized that it is not so much food that I am craving as much as it is craving something savory.  Everything I have other than water is sweet.
One week tomorrow till the big day.  As of tomorrow rather than posting as day 8, it will be the start of the countdown to surgery day (my new birthday !)

Day 6

Sep 08, 2008

Monday, September 8th, 2008
So doesn't my friend Mike sit down beside me at break time this morning and there it is again ! A snack can of TUNA !  TUNA !!!! 
Animations - fish 016
He offered to move or not eat it, but I told him to go ahead so I could at least smell it ! I've decided it is a sign.  I need to add "go fishing" to my list of goals, maybe that is it !  We had a good chuckle over it but I stuck to my Optifast.  Unfortunately, most of that came back up just before lunch time.
I had ZERO energy today, hot flashes, cold flashes, faintness.  YUCK !
Oh, and that thing about my body burning keytones at such a fast rate that I smell, AHH YEAH, I woke up at 2:30 this morning because I could SMELL myself !  Nobody else can smell me yet, thank goodness, but I can't get away from it.   To me, it smells like really old baby pablum.
Animations - happy baby

Day 5

Sep 07, 2008

Sunday, September 7th, 2008
TUNA ?  Why TUNA ?  Why can't I seem to get over this craving for tuna ?  Very, very wierd.  I am going to try and call the dietician tomorrow and see if maybe it means I am lacking in something (something other than FOOD !)
Felt okay today.  Tired and a little cranky, fuzzy and a little weak.  But no headache.  As long as there is no headache, I can handle the rest.
This is the 5th day without my daily dose of cholestyramine.  Maybe I can kick that med......that would be soooo nice.  I notice I don't have such severe joint pain when I don't take it.
A couple more days and I will be on the countdown to surgery.  Whew, am I really going through with this ?  You bet I am !
Animations - fish 045

Day 4

Sep 06, 2008

Saturday, September 6th
This was a good day.  Felt good (no headache, just a little weak and tired). I am craving TUNA for some reason.  I could murder a can right now.
Relaxed and read today, was glad to be rid of the headache so I could read.  Made a few cards, fell asleep for an hour in our new recliner that was delivered this morning.  Making a date with that puppy again tomorrow afternoon !  Mr. Natuzzi sure knows how to make a comfy chair !
Had a really nice evening with friends, just the distraction I needed.  Darrin and Michelle were the gracious hosts.  Ian and Lainney were there and Brad and Nancy joined us later.  As usual, lots of laughs and fun.  You know what they say, Laughter is the best medicine.  It made me forget about food (except for the darn TUNA).
Looking forward to feeling even better tomorrow.  Just hope I can get these washroom breaks under control to go back to work on Monday.


Day 3

Sep 04, 2008

Friday, September 5th    2 AM !!!!
Here it is 2 am, woke up feeling like there is someone trying to make their way out of the inside of my head with a chisel, through my left temple.  I am cold and shivering.
WOOHOO, it can only get better right
!

4:00 pm and the headache is finally starting to lift.  YEAH !!!
I just had a vanilla shake mixed with Chai Tea and WOWWEEE, it was yummy.  Things are lookin' up.

I have cucumber slices soaking in vinegar and artificial sweetener for a treat later......can't wait.  Brings back memories of my childhhod, Mom used to make these and I really do like them.
9:30 pm
Went out tonight and bought PJ's for the hospital and first few days home......AHHHH retail therapy, I am sure it can cure all, lol !
Feel much better, headache is gone.  Was feeling a bit hungry this evening but no hunger pains.
Going next door to watch a move, am going to have my last shake there.  Chocolate with banana and coconut flavoring.....Yummy.

Day 2

Sep 04, 2008

Thrusday, September 4th
So here we are on day 2 of the Opticrap diet.   Thanks to all of the wonderful people who responded to my post and gave me some great ideas on how to make it taste better.  Cinnamon or crystal light in the vanilla and banana flavoring in the chocolate make a big difference.
The headache continues today, but at least I don't feel like I am dying anymore.  Was a little dizzy and faint this morning (slipped down the stairs but didn't hurt myself).  Been nauseaus off and on and had some major cramping.  It is reassuring to know that this will not last more than a couple of days.  I have heard that this part is actually worse than the post surgery stuff.  I hope that is true cause I am a huge WIMP and I am not afraid to admist it.
Have been peeing like a race horse.....holy !  Thank goodness I stayed home today it is a looooooong walk to the washroom at work.

Day 1

Sep 04, 2008

Wednesday, September 3, 2008
On my way to work this morning, had a huge fight with my truck.  It wanted to turn into Tim Horton's for coffee and breakfast, but I knew I couldn't let it.....not today, not tomorrow, not for a long long time.  My relationships with Tim's, MacDonald's, Swiss Chalet, Harvey's, Pizza Nova, Bangkok Thai, Shoelss Joes, Kelseys and all the rest are over for a long long time.  And all I can say is GOOD RIDDANCE.
My new relationship is with Optifast (or affectionately, Opticrap) for the next two weeks.  As of about 8:30 am had the worst hunger pangs.  Had my first drink at 9:00 - vanilla smanilla.....YUCK.For dinner, a real treat Chocolate Smocolate, AUGH !  But wait, there is more......a real treat.  Iceburg lettuce, cucumber and vinegar !  Yummy, lettuce never looked or tasted so good.
At about 9 pm it hit......the withdrawal migraine.  As the night went on it got worse.....by 1 am I was sure that I was dying.  Nausea, head feeling like it was going to explode , dizzy, faint.
Keep the goal in sight, that is what I keep telling myself.
Can't wait to see what my body does to me tomorrow !

I LOVE THIS SONG !!!!!!!!!

Aug 30, 2008

David Cook's song (lyrics below) has become my "anthem" as it seems to say it all for me.  I listen to it every day and find it uplifting.
The link to his website is below so you can listen to the song as well.
ENJOY !

http://www.myspace.com/officialdavidcook

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart


and I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide
Face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.

About Me
Bolton, ON
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25.7
BMI
RNY
Surgery
09/17/2008
Surgery Date
Sep 15, 2007
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