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Tammy C. wrote 8 years, 2 months ago
Happy Surgiversary Month!
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 7 months ago
It's fitting isn't it - Courir Pour Votre Vie
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 8 months ago
Hot & Cold - Just what the hell?
Here I am doubting again. Not just doubting...but absolutely 100% sure in the idea that this boy does not give one hot shit about me. It's my fault of course...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 8 months ago
Whatever comes will come - I am feeling alonoe. I have a husband and a boyfriend but I feel alone. I am actually going to say some things I dont want to admit. I miss him. I want to seehim. I want to be wher...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 9 months ago
Mmmmm I know dats right! - I went for my day 3 workout today. Somewhere in teh early morning light/dark I felt a black woman stirring in my soul. LOL
I saw my training partner arrive but he did not come o...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 9 months ago
Unleashing the Beast - Release The Kraken!
HAHAHAHA! Well if I must. Yesterday I came home and got to work moving furniture around to make the house feel a little more put together. Jeff came home and...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 9 months ago
Focus focus focus - OK....so yesterday was good....today was good....but both still sucked. I was supposed to have my first real sex with the boyfriend. We have had sex but it has always been rushed a...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 9 months ago
Yep, Wrong Again - LOL, so it was only about 30 minutes after I wrote my last blog that the "other" proved me to be wrong again. He texted, and we had lunch. And it was a nice lunch. Just sat in the ...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 9 months ago
Writ.e it down....sort it out - Its been a while since I wrote on here. I started a blog somewhere and now I cant find it. LOL. Only me! So lots of things have happened. I am not 100% proud of all of them, but I ...
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deuxk9 accomplished a goal 12 years, 10 months ago
run 5 miles
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 10 months ago
Back To It! - OK, time to hit the reset button.
I find it very hard to commit to my diet and exercise when I have a clear cut goal in mind. The goal changes continuously. When the current in...
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deuxk9 added a goal 12 years, 11 months ago
150 lbs
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deuxk9 accomplished a goal 12 years, 11 months ago
160 lbs
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 12 years, 11 months ago
The Road to Freedom - The psychology of weight loss is more transparent from this side of the glass.
When I was bigger, I was willing to tolerate things I should not have....because that is your lot ...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 13 years ago
goals for the next 6 months - reach goal weight
tummy tuck
arms and legs
fix credit
veins done
freedom to be myself again....and for that to be ok.
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deuxk9 added a goal 13 years, 1 month ago
run 5 miles
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deuxk9 added a goal 13 years, 1 month ago
Score in the top 30 shooters
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deuxk9 accomplished a goal 13 years, 1 month ago
attend class with confidence
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deuxk9 accomplished a goal 13 years, 2 months ago
Run for 15 minutes continuously
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deuxk9 added a goal 13 years, 2 months ago
attend class with confidence
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 13 years, 11 months ago
If I Write I'll Cry - To me that is as good a reason as any to not write a blog this evening. Yet here I am. I guess I am hoping that it will make me feel better. Like a cathartic cleansing. It wont. Bu...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 13 years, 11 months ago
A Lesson Learned - Ok, so this is a gross blog, but I have learned a serious poo lesson. I have never had digestive problems, so it has been particularly hard since the surgery to deal with that as w...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 13 years, 12 months ago
1/3 of The Way - Yesterday I did the math and at 43 pounds down I have lost 33% of my excess weight. I am one-third of the way to my goal. It does not seem like it. I see a difference...but it does...
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deuxk9 wrote a blog post 14 years ago
Status Quo - I'm feeling more optimistic today than I did yesterday. The scale stayed where it has been, but I felt better. We found out today that Jeff's Dad has a lot of health issues we were...