Back To It!

Jul 25, 2011

OK, time to hit the reset button.

I find it very hard to commit to my diet and exercise when I have a clear cut goal in mind. The goal changes continuously. When the current incentive no longer seems to motivate me....I find a new one.

I was trying to lose as much weight as possible before my tummy tuck. Now I have been denied by my insurance.

For a week or so I was motivated by a race I want to be able to finish, but teh heat has kept me from training the way I REALLY want to.

Then there was a cute boy that was flirting with me and that made me want to look really good. But I am married so that only lasted just so long before it lost its thrill.

So now that my tummy tuck has been denied...I must find a new goal...immediately so I dont lose momentum. Tomorrow morning I may need to clean out teh fridge of all the things that are bad. There really isnt too much but temptation is temptation. I will lay awake tonight thinking of some ridiculous thing I want and by tomorrow morning I will have grand illusions in my head that will drive me for the NEXT week. If I can find something to keep me going for a week at a time...I will eventually get where I am going.

Train. Train. Train......someday I will finish that race AND have a flat tummy! I would like to do both at the same time.

What I really need is to find a drill sergeant that wants to yell at me every morning at 4am until I look like a rock star! LOL

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