Reflections

Mar 04, 2014

It's interesting losing weight. I am currently at a stall, but to come from my highest (327 lbs.) to 270 lbs. is really a true blessing. I never thought I would be below 300 lbs again in life and possibly if I hadn't had the surgery to assist me, my previous thoughts would have most likely been accurate.

Some days, I kick myself for having this surgery, but usually that regret happens when I ate something too fast and got sick. Most of the time, I am compliant and that is when I am very happy with my decision.

I know that stalls happen to everyone, but sometimes I think (and I know I am being irrational) I am going to be 270 from now on. Like, this is all the weight I am going to lose. No matter how much water I drink, no matter how much walking I do (I walk a lot!), no matter how healthy I eat, the scale hasn't budged! It's sort of discouraging :(

Well, hopefully by March 20th (my official 4th month post-op), I will have lost more weight. We shall see :)

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