Fircrkr64
Good & Bad
May 19, 2009
I am finally starting to feel better after recovering from my hysterectomy. I am exercising again and feeling good. My youngest son turned 4 this past week and I felt great being able to keep up with everything and HIM!! I am still at the beginning of my journey and have a long way to go, but I love my new found energy level! I think my family likes it too!I am struggling on and off with depression but working with my regular doctor to fix it. I get depressed looking in the mirror! I've lost over 100 lbs but when I look in the mirror I still see YUK! I don't see how far I've come because I never looked in a mirror before. It also makes me realize how YUK I must have been. These feeling too shall pass but in the mean time, I stay away from mirrors and try to enjoy life a little bit more than I have been able to in the past!
