SICK!

Aug 24, 2010

Been a bit since I been here, tried to read and even be a fly on the wall .. but neverless... good old cold got me. I was just very busy with our kids and getting them ready for school.. thought being tired and exhausted was from that.. NOPE.. I am now hit in the chest literally with a cold/ URI.... hoarse and congested and coughing so much I tossed myself into a few asthma attacks lately.. more than I would like.. . But today I made it here.. trying to hang on to this support site and just reading others posts would help me feel better emotionally... sofar.. not made it anywhere yet but to post here.. then off I go to attempt to read.. I am just soooo drained and Im getting hit with everything this cold has to offer to kick my butt! So sitting here with papers, phone, laptop, hot coffee at the moment :) later will be hot tea.. helps my chest.. and medicines..all amongst my bed and blankets and pillows.. I dispise being stuck in bed.. but I can not function and so sick.. SOOOO other than this.. Today was my childrens 1st day of school... for 3 of them anyways.. and I could not stand at the door and watch them get on the bus... I felt like the worst mother ever... MY baby girl all dressed up and happy..I had to watch from my window in my bedroom... and my son.. racing around waiting to go jump on the bus and off to see his friends... my oldest son got to stay home... got a eye infection.. he is isolated... and then I got my other 2 childred stuck at home..bored cause there is nothing to do.. as they do not start school til sept 7th.. I so hope nobody gets sick from me! I am trying to stay away and santitize... I am dubbed " clean freak" and "Germ X Queen"   is that a good thing? not so much the freak part..cause I feel like that makes me care more about my house than my kids.. and I do not.. I want the best for my children.. even a clean house.. and germ free as possible, SO off to attempt something today..

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