6 MONTHS! and rambling ;)

Apr 26, 2011

So, I reached my 6 months mark, YAY.. ok really, Im freaking worried.. ( panick visual) .. and it's just the usual phase I know we all go through at this period, where everything slows down.. heck I been slowing down..uh hmmm..So.. Still sitting at 218, but.. I am and know I should be grateful to have lost 70 lbs...heck yeah, Praise JESUS!.. ( still convincing my self I will not fail)... we all know..the past, we tried, we failed, we cried, we given up- so to speak.. then we try and try again. only to see our weight slap us back in the face...again. SO I still got that theory going in my silly head. Can we say FAT PTSD?? thats my new symptom, I created all by my over achieving analyizing self! .. and even today I was battling head hunger... oh the joys.. I walked around my house, looking at what needs done, saying..hmm that would occupie me, but open my fridge anyways..thank goodness Im out of groceries!.. yea pay day is friday, can't wait to get more yogurts and stuff I need that can help my body be ok.. I know Im a bit out of wack right now.. Im even out of protien shakes- Im freaking broke right now.. Easter and Traveling to return our kids to their mom( my step children- no labels though) and it cost 300 freaking dollars!.. SOOOOO my shakes was not bought... Im trying my best to get meats in.. HAM.. Im not liking it anymore, Eggs, are not my friend any more, cheese, I still am tolerating.. SOOOO..

OH YEAH, the weather is starting to get NICE out, cept, today, storms!.. but oh goodness, I am happy to go walking around my community- yes I said community, we have no lights, just stop signs and everybody knows the color toilet paper your using.. small area, rural, woods are our back yard buddies.. lol.. but SO WHAT.. I can go walking OUT SIDE!,,, oh happy happy joy joy... omg..thats so 80s.. but go with it ok.. LOL..

OK... I am also trying to stay busy, as usual, and got goals and plans and one of them is not school letting out,,grrr.. which is soon.. agony I tell ya.. I enjoy kids in school..HAHA.. thats 7 hrs of quiet!... ok.. seriously, I am so lost with out them, but I relish the school times..HAHA.. anyways..

NEXT.. We got Easter Kittens!.. Mommy stray who adopted us, I locked her in my basement- felt the instinct to confine her from the out doors- didnt want anything happening to them,  as we was going to be gone over night, set her up with all her food, water and good stuff, and was I right..oh yeah, 4 babie kittys.. SO cute!.. will post a pic soon as I can..

OK.. I am needing to stop here, got lots to do and will write later..

GOD BLESS ALL!

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