frankiezfriendz
Changed my mind
Dec 29, 2008
I had a knee-jerk reaction last night and set all my blog pages on private after my husband told me his friends were checking out my posts. When I post I vent, my life is so uncertain at this point and to be honest I'm scared. I've gotten so good at hiding my feelings and blending into a crowd now that I've started loosing weight people are noticing me. Blending in isn't so easy anymore.I may have vented some stuff that I shouldn't have trying to work through my upcoming Divorce. It was never intended to hurt anyone especially my husband. I want nothing more than to get past all this confusion, hurt, despair that I feel for myself and my situation and get on with my life. I miss the man whose been my friend for 15 years... I don't miss my husband just the friend he was to me. It's ackward to be around him now and I can't wait until that goes away. I know its a process I have to work through on a daily basis. But what do you do when you see him and you want nothing more than to hug him and tell him you've missed him? Obviously, I can't do that...
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About Me
Anderson, IN
Location
28.3
BMI
Surgery
08/08/2008
Surgery Date
Aug 17, 2008
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