frankiezfriendz
so....it's been a while... a long while since my last post
Mar 29, 2012
Hello all! If your reading this you've been "sucked" back into old habits like I have been :O(It's hard for me to be here! 1/2 the battle is admitting you are struggling and then reaching out to others! So- I'M STRUGGLING- HELP!
In Dec 2010 I found out I was HYPO-Glycemic - low blood sugar really? I was given a RX from the Dr and was told to always keep "something" with me in case my sugar dropped...candy. My family DR threw a fit when he saw me the end of May because I had put on 20 lbs since my yearly in October...the RX the
Then, I changed jobs to one I thought I'd love (and didn't) the man I'd been dating decided he didn't have time for God, work and me in his life so something had to give... that was me! I just wish he would have decided that BEFORE I was physically, mentally and emotionally involved with him... if he'd waited another day to break up with me than the anniversary of my father's passing it may have been better too! I mean he knew I was struggling that week and it just added to everything. NO excuse! I was depressed and was once again using the "food" salve to help with the pain. Since then I've put on even more weight!
In December of 2011 - a guy at church noticed me even though I'd put on weight. He was younger than myself and I told him we couldn't date because I was old enough to be his mother...that didn't change the way he looked at me and commented on my appearance... I started to revert to my old habits...if I put on weight he won't notice me, he'll leave me alone and I won't have to be self conscious.... it's working...I'm putting on weight and now I can hardly wear any of my clothes!! I have some really cute things but I have to dress in sweats and T-Shirts because I don't want to buy bigger jeans..
In Feb of this year I was fired from my job...at 41 I am looking for work while waiting on the state to decide whether or not I will get unemployment from them... eating JUNK has become my WEIGH of life... I need to break this cycle and I need some "butt kicking support" from my OH friends... I hope there is still someone out here to give me a reality check!!
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Anderson, IN
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28.3
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Surgery
08/08/2008
Surgery Date
Aug 17, 2008
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