fstoddard0818
4 Months Out And All is Well
May 18, 2009
Hi Family,Its four months and I feel good. I can eat just about anything although I don't . I don't restrict myself at all. Most of the time I don't want the food after i get it , I eat a lot of fruit and chicken. My hair is thinning it was always short I cant see any falling out but i notice my hair is not as thick and a little lifeless.
I have all kinds of people talking to me at work about weight-loss (they don't know I had RNY) so I just listen and try to point them in the direction of eating right and healthy foods. I just say I eat no Carbs, No Sugar, No Fried and No Red Meat. But I really know it takes will power to cut out all those things without surgery but I cant tell them anything more. I chose to keep this my secret at work.
For the first time I wore white linen pants with the lining in them and wow white has always been my fear it adds 10 pounds. But I don't look that bad. I ate crabs this weekend and I dumped for 24 hours every 20 mins. I will never eat CRABS again. I had a episode of acne that appeared and of course i blamed it on the Vitamins and supplements I was taking see before surgery my skin was even toned I only wore a translucent powder for shine. But now I'm wearing concealer to cover up all the skin discoloration acne leaves behind. Well it wasn't the vitamins or surgery it was a old brush that probably had bacteria on it once i threw them away I stopped having breakouts.
I don't exercise much I need to do better . I do get in the water and vitamins I get most of my protein from food although i still drink Bolt-house Perfectly Protein I limit the intake. It has to many grams of sugar to drink it every day. I lost 7 pounds in a week and thought that was strange Id never done that before but I ain't complaining.
My love life is beginning to suck, my man is losing his mind and I feel so isolated. There's so much i want to do and experience, things that I didn't do because of weight. Hes just so jealous about everything. I been riding motorcycles since I was 12. Now he doesn't want me to ride with my MC group anymore. WTF!!! I go to Myrtle Beach or Miami every year for Bike Week and guess what he don't want me to go. Am I to change who i am to make him comfortable. Hell I been catering to people all my life, this is clearly a situation and some choices are going to have to be made soon, they may not be in his favor.
I went to a lingerie cabaret last Saturday so I wore Booty shorts and fishnets and YEP!!! the HATERS came out to greet me. I was shocked at how peoples facial expressions and body language tell the inside story. That's OK though i got mad luv from the dudes. That all for now I will check back in when i get to Onederland 4 pounds to go.!!!
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About Me
Upper Marlboro, MD
Location
20.5
BMI
Surgery
01/13/2009
Surgery Date
Oct 24, 2008
Member Since
