fstoddard0818
I'm Single WOW that was short lived!!!!!
May 25, 2009
Today is not so good. I'm sad...I just returned from Miami for Bike Week . I have not heard from my man in 10 days. Yep, 10 days. I guess this is my punishment for going out of town. I texts him last night and said the following."I always choose the wrong people to love instead of just loving me, I rely on other people's love to make me whole and when they fall short I still blame me. But this time I wont carry the weight of your insecurities I'm going to move on, "No wait run to the nearest exit. I wish you well. No more texts or call from me and please do not respond back. " Sincerely.
I know this is the right thing to do but I feel so sad I want him to respond back with I luv u, I don't want to loose you , can we work it out? but I got no response. Don't men know we say one thing but want the opposite. Today is not a good day. I thought I could share my joy, fear, tears, and wow moments with him. Today is not a good day!!!!
I wanted to call on my best friend the one who's never left my side...My Food Buddy... she was no where to be found. So what do i do now ? How am I to cope with this hurt? For breakfast I want a IHOP steak omelet with sour cream and salsa. For lunch I want Famous Dave's ribs, catfish nuggets , pulled pork and a loaded baked potato and don't forget side of cheese fries . For dinner I want Cheesecake Factory Shepard's Pie with Onion rings and a slice of Triple Layer Black Forest Cake and last but not least my night cap yep, a shot of Petron Silver with a twist of lime, 1 Heineken and two Tylenol PM so I dont wake up till morning. Wow!!! I miss my friend. Today ain't a good day. Well talk soon family.
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Upper Marlboro, MD
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20.5
BMI
Surgery
01/13/2009
Surgery Date
Oct 24, 2008
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