grn_eyz74
Currently
Dec 17, 2009
I am a new member to this site. I know I have been a member since 2004 but it's one of those things I joined and never went back to until now, because I thought I had made the decision that I don't need WLS I can do it on my own. Well the fact is I CAN'T. If I cld, I would have done it by now. I'm kidding with myself when I tell myself this . It's my disease talking over me and I won't listen anymore. My disease tells me I can start to lose weight anytime I want, and finds reasons to put it off, after the holidays, after new years, after the summer etc etc. No more, I'm done with listening to that diseased little bit of me, I now know what I have to do and that is seek medical assistance in giving me a head start on losing some of this massive weight. I currently do not have any health care coverage, nor any steady income at this time. I'm a full time student and my husband is disabled currently awaiting disability approval, so any kind of self pay option is out the window for now. What I can do in the mean time of playing the waiting game is re-do all of my research on the different types of wls and decided which is best for me, and continue to visit these boards to help me with support. I know with God's grace sometime, somehow WLS will be available to me, I know this without a doubt. I need to live a long healthy life for my children and future grandchildren, I need to be able to go places with my family, I need for them not to be embarrassed by me, I need to want to go out of the house and not worry who will be staring at me when I go to the store.I need MY life back!!!!!!!!!!!
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About Me
TX
Location
71.6
BMI
Surgery
01/31/2015
Surgery Date
Feb 23, 2004
Member Since
