off track

Jul 28, 2011

i have never blogged, i can't even figure out how to post a pic yet, but here goes, I had RNY 2 1/2 years ago, i did really well, looked great and more importantly felt great. However over the last 6 months i have become obsessed with food and all things that i should not be doing. i can now honestly say that i know how addicts feel, because food has become my drug of choice, the problem being is that i have gained weight back and am feeling not so great any longer. everyone says this is a journey well the road started great, but somewhere along the path i veered off hit a tree, rolled off a cliff and am now at the bottom looking for a trail back to the right path. if there is anyone who has felt this way and has some suggestions i would love to hear them. i have talked to nutrition and the doctor, but i know what to do i just can't seem to stop myself from the same bad habbits. i even thought of going to talk with someone, but they have changed my insurance and the copays for that kind of visit are now outrageos. i do however go to the gym regulary, i haven't stopped doing that, probably missing some of the motivation, but i show up and do the workouts.

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