250Lbs.

Nov 12, 2010

Wow! what a feeling! I'm 60lbs from my goal....this is nuts. last time I was this size I was in my mid-20's. My brother saw me on my way out to a meeting and said "OMG..your not that fat girl anymore!! Crazy" I was even more shocked when some of my friends I had not seen in a long time said " ummm...where did you go?" looking me up and down...LOL! I would tell them about my weight loss journey and they just kept staring at me...funny I was use to people staring at me when I was fat and now they stare in amazement. It's just so hard to explain and so much harder to wrap my head around. Believe me i like the feeling, I like the way people treat me. It's made me a bit snobby too...not the kind of snob your thinking of perhaps more high maintenance is the word I should use. I wear make-up now, I do take good care of my hair (whats left of it) and I care about the clothes I wear. I use to where what ever, not wear makeup, not care if I was Grey haired or not, I was just go with the flow Amory and now even my husband is looking at me differently. Sex is much more enjoyable (because we all know fat sex is ass) we have had more sex in the last few months than we have had in years and it just made our marriage that much more stronger. You don't realize how weight plays a huge part in everything you do in life and in love. I'm glad i did this I'm so happy I did it....Oh and by the way....had the scope and the fix.....seems the stoma hole was too small and there was scar tissue blocking the opening. With a little stretch and a little burning away of the scar tissue and I'm like new. Bad part was I did wake up in the middle of the procedure choking on the tube in my throat...freaked me out!! they knocked me back out shortly after I woke up. But I can eat like I was meant to. This is awesome!!

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