indynurse
frustrated
Jun 09, 2010
since i got my approval for RNY surgery i have been anxiously waiting for my surgery date. they said it would be 1-3 weeks before i find out what my date will be.. well, this past monday i had a voicemail from jama (sp?) from Dr Inman's office wanting to give me my date. she didnt leave on my voicemal my date jus said to call back, which i did bout 30min after she left that message. ( i was gone visiting my mom).. anyways. she didnt answer, so left her a voice mail.. never heard back.. so yesterday i left her a voicemail giving her my cell phone number also cuz i told her i had a dr appt n was afraid i would miss her phone call again.. never heard back.. so today i called again.. jus got her voicemail.. again... so i finally talked to a receptionist who said she wasnt allowed to give me a date and that jama would give me a call back.. uhhh.. i am not the most patient person to begin with and after waiting a year for approval.. sighs i jus want to kno when my date is.. so i kno when i will really be able to be living again.. not feel like i am now. someone who watches life pass her by cuz of the absoluate misery of living in this body . i missed my daughter's last choir concert last month and it still hurts me. she told me when she started having concerts that she didnt think i could fit in the seating they have. :( ..... i was afraid to go and embarrass myself and her. so i didnt go to her concerts this year. and last month was her last one. she will be a junior next year n only having 2 classes at the high school , then goin to beauty college. my only child and i missed out on something that should have been special for me to see. and its all cuz of my fat body that i hate so much. and i hate myself for being like this.
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About Me
Noblesville, IN
Location
35.1
BMI
Surgery
07/23/2010
Surgery Date
May 11, 2009
Member Since
