jamaicangirl111

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So here I am with just two days to go before my surgery.  I am excited and faithful.  I dont have time to be afraid right now.  I am so blessed to be able to change my life like this and  I am looking forward to making all of the changes that are needed to finally lose this weight and keep it off.  So...here I go!

I am up early in the morning thinking about this procedure.  I am no longer nervous about it, I am just preparing my self mentally for the pain.  I did this when I was having my son.  I prepared my self to push and ended up with a c-section.  Well, lets see what this day brings.

So here I am a few days away from surgery and I get a call from the administrator at the hospital stating that she needs a letter of clearance from my primary care doctor.  Now why did'nt any one tell me this in advance it would have been done already??So I call the primary care doctor and she is like, tell them to send me all of the labs and I will send a letter...Ok, Ms. Thing so you are really getting on my nerves with this bull crap.  So I call them back at the hospital and the lady was very nice and stated that she would send the information for me.  I double checked at my primary care doc's office and the papers were on the fax machine just sitting there.  Well, I hope they know that I plan to get on their nerves all day tommorow until that letter is sent.  I have come too far for some mess to stop my progress.  So lets see what happens tomorrow.  I am so pissed right now....

Well in a few days I will be going to have my surgery.  I had all of the pretests done and now I wait.  My man does not want me to have surgery at all.  He says I should go running and eat better and I will lose weight.  I have tried it all and none of it has worked so this is why I decided to have surgery.  This was no easy choice and I am still a bit scared but I will continue to say that I am in Gods hands and he has not let me down at all and never will.  So, contrary to the image in the beginning of this post I will change it to this one....

I am waiting now for the surgery to happen and it has been a long time coming.  My date is scheduled for 12/13 and I am a bag of emotions.  I am nervous about the whole thing but I am confident about my surgeon and I have faith in God that everything will be alright.  Now, I wait...