Reality..what a concept!!!!!!!!!!

Jun 21, 2011

June 22,2011 1 week into stillman diet later today I weigh and measure. got up to 220 lbs rediculous! here are the stats from last weds
Neck-15''
breast=48
band-45
waist-47
ambdo-51
hips-43.5
l.thi=25
l cf-18
r.thi-25
r.cf-18
l.arm-16
l.lw arm-11
r.arm-16
rlw arm-11
I'm going to update this later to see in print to see my progress,scales lie I hate scales weight is just a fucking number. currently my self image is very low I feel the excess fat on my body and it feels icky,gross etc. I guess the utter distain disgust that I feel toward fat people is self hatred fat is gross the most utterly disgusting thing there is fat people do not deserve anything. I HATE FAT PEOPLE the rolls of fat back fat big huge tummy rolls waddling freaking arms lifted up by fat just  gross gross gross gross wiggling giggling eewwwwwwww
got that off nothing personal talking about myself

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Corona, CA
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27.3
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RNY
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06/18/2003
Surgery Date
Jan 17, 2002
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