almost 9 mos out

Oct 12, 2009

I am very happy with my results.  My eating gets more and more 'normal' every day.  I'm a bit worried that I'm not eating enough - though today I'm sure I did.  When will things even out?  I met my original goal of losing 100 lbs a while back.  I then set a new goal of losing 120 lbs - and I've met that.

It's strange because now people are saying (o.k. - 2 people) that I need to gaing weight - I'm too skinny.  What's up with that?  In some ways I feel thin and in some ways I still feel fat - I guess that's my sick thinking kicking in.

On another note, I've lost weight in places I didn't really want to lose weight...enough said.

Things are good.  I'm happy and healthy.  I'm waiting on the results of another set of blood tests - but I'm not anticipating anything terrible.  I'm in shape, I feel better and I look better (though I know that's not the most important thing.

I don't want to lose touch with this support group just because I'm feeling better.

I'm deathly afraid of regaining.

Other than that, life is good.

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