And the count Down Begins... 3 Days to go!!!

Jun 03, 2011

I cant believe that on Monday June 6th at 7:30 am I will be in the operating room... Where did the time go?  The hours are flying by and all I cant do is think of all the things I have to do before Monday and how little time I have to complete these tasks  I am sick to my stomach.... I was not scared or nervous at first  but now I am overwhelmed with this unexplainable feeling that I don't think I have ever felt before. I am excited but nervous, well informed but confused, confident yet somewhat insecure....   

I have many un-answered last minute questions such as what to wear when I leave the hospital?, can I get stitches and not staples?, what should I bring with me?, how will I feel right after the surgery? and does a catheter hurt, how does it feel??

So much is on my mind and I cant stop my mind from wondering and running on and on, its non stop I am soo drained but I cant Sleep not that I'm tired but I should be tired  I have been up for over 19 hours now....


My last day at work was today and my colleagues are such great people I am blessed to work for such a great company, the temp replaceing me is such a sweetheart!! She will do very well  there  in my absence


 I really need to go to bed, tomorrow is my fathers Birthday and I hve to run out in the early morning to buy tie boxes for the six Prada ties I bought him on ruelala.com ... Maybe a  hot bath  will relax be enough to drift off to lala land..

Thank you all for you support, Enjoy your weekend & Always remember to smile

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