As the Journey draws closer

Aug 01, 2010

As the Journey draws closer Share  Tuesday, March 16, 2010 at 1:19am | Edit Note | Delete I'm filled with emotions of all kinds
Some, if you knew, just might blow your minds
I know the road ahead will be curvy and long
I also know that this path I'm about to take is where I do belong
Some are very supportive and know just how to encourage me
Others? Well they just need to let me be
I only hope I can be as strong and dedicated to my new life as others have done
I'm pretty realistic though I'll never be a size one
Truly it's more than that for me, sure a smaller size would make me smile
But I want the challenge, I want to walk that first mile
I want to take control of Carmen, starting April 2
I want to this for me and not for You, You or You
Am I kidding myself? Can I do this? You better believe I can, and I will
Even though I will have to take a pill
I'm going to eventually emerge from my cocoon--from this shell I've been hiding in
And one day my friends I will be known as thin
I'm ready for that day where I will see things different and clear
Don't worry about me if I seem nervous, excited, or crying as the time draws near
Please keep me in your prayers and I promise you friends, I will be alright
My friends, you know who you are, I hold close to my heart--tight
Love you all whether I'm skinny or fat
That's enough of this and enough of that
Keep in touch
And know I treasure my family and friends so much!!
Let the new life start, new chapter in my life
And maybe I will someday want to become a wife
Until that day-- lifes about to get a whole lot sweeter without cookies or cakes
It's going to be alright for goodness sakes
I will blog the good and the bad
Wishing that the one person that will never see my progress could see it, my dad
Thanks to not just one friend ... But thank you all
And I promise when I'm recuperating I WILL text AND call
Here's to the old me
Waiting til we can toast the new Kazi!!!!
 

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