1 Week Away

Jul 08, 2014

Well I am one week away from surgery.  The liquid diet SUCCKKKS.  But I have not cheated once and I'm down 18 lbs, so yay!  I am getting super anxious and nervous about the surgery, and really trying not to think about the actual surgery part of it.  I am super eager to be on the other side of this.  Right now I am wrapping up work, and getting ready to be out for 4-5 weeks.  My boss has been super supportive, I am so lucky.

I get to work at 7, and have a protein shake on the ride in, then another one around 10/11, and then I try to wait until 2 or 3 for the last one.  Then I go home and have a lean cuisine.  My favorite is the meatloaf, which is funny because that would never have been my first choice pre-liquid diet.  I always go for the pizzas and the carbs.  I had a lean cuisine pizza last night and it was NOT satisfying.  Now I just want protein for my one meal.

I cannot wait to be at the beach next summer.  I want to spend everyday there if I can.  I am too ashamed to go this year, and I hate that because I feel like my two year old daughter is deprived :(  But I am doing this for that very reason, to do everything with her that she deserves to experience.  I can't wait for the future!

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