I swear I am going to do this right

Jun 23, 2009

It seems I have had so much pulling me in the wrong direction. My mom passing away, moving, my husband thinking just one Sonic tot wont hurt, watching the kids eat pizza, my own mental state of mind, not being able to get in the water or protein or even the vitamins, getting sick all the time. It just feels like nothing or no one wants me to use this new tool and be successful with it, not even myself.

I keeping thinking about all the food that I love that I will never ever get to eat again, pizza, hot dogs, cheese burgers, steak, blah blah blah. Just thinking about it makes me want to scream.

I am not going to give up, every time I fall I am just going to get right back up, start over and try harder. I swear I am going to get this right if it is the last thing I do, because if I don't it might just be the last thing I do.

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