Wow! What a month lol

Mar 05, 2010

So, here is my March update, I was having some major issues last month after valentines day, maybe my heart was aching from being alone on the lovers holiday. I couldn't keep anything down from then up until today. I was forcing myself to throw up because my chest hurt so bad with some of themost simplest things I was eating. I ate brocolli and cheese soup and it hurt my chest so bad. I hadn't had a fill untill december of 09 and this was comming up in february. Someone didn't give some money to me they promised, I stopped talking to my SB( you have to ask in a personal not to find out what that is lol) I had issued on the job which Im sure contributed to me stressing and the band tigtening up. I couldn't take it this past weekend and went into the emergency to find out I had broncitius, this didn't help the coughing at night and the acid reflex. I decided to take some medication they gave me and wait it out. 'I couldn't wait anymore, I went to see my doctor today she gave me a slight unfill AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH relief! I felt better the minute I lifted up off that table hince my post lol. the only good thing about that fill from december is form december 28th to february 9th I lost like 13 pounds, then I weighted today and lost another 17 pounds. I told my doctor thats coool but forcing myself to throw up is not. I know the good and bad foods and still learning but I want to be able to eat and not have issues like the ones I had before. I am officialy 7 pounds away from losing 100 pounds, Yay me I think Im going to reward myself but don't know how, maybe a message, I sure could use one.

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