kjdcolts66
Bad day today.
Apr 26, 2009
I don't know if bad is the right word....restless day. frustrating day. munchy day.I wanted to eat everything I could find. And I pretty much succeeded. My faith is wavering now that I've decided to take the step to talk with my GP about WLS.
My biggest concern today: Who would support me? I have a husband; he is obese, as well. And Diabetic. And has heart issues. Yet, he won't stop eating. And I can't stop him. He's a feeder, as well. That's a big problem when you are trying to not eat.
My family isn't near and I really don't have friends here. I have acquaintances. I have co-workers. But no one close to be with. I realize I'm lonely.
I'm ashamed for eating what I did. I can't just let it go; I'm chastising myself for eating yet I got to the refrigerator and grab something else. Excuses. I make excuses.
I'm tired.
I'm scared.
I don't want to live like this anymore.
I don't want to feel like this anymore.
I need help. Where do I start?
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About Me
Pawtucket, RI
Location
31.6
BMI
Surgery
09/22/2009
Surgery Date
Apr 20, 2009
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