Down 92lbs in all!

Nov 22, 2009

Ok so I have lost only 80lbs since surgery 5 months ago but I lost 12 lbs about a month prior to that and I didnt even have to go on that liquid diet.Even though everyone keeps telling me that I look great, I have to see a cardioligist tomorrow as my BP is dropping and the docs around here do not know why. Also I feel depressed and my kids can see it. My daughter keeps asking why I am not happy (she is 10 years old) My son and I keep arguing (he is 14). I feel all alone (yes I am single have been divorced for almost  4 years now) but it is more than all that, I just can't pin point it.

can't figure it all out, maybe it is my normal holiday blues... I love the holidays (usually) but this year is different. I feel like there is something missing and not the 92 lbs I lost either...

Oh well, different day, same crap.

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