Anxiety and Food DREAMS!?

Jun 23, 2009

Ok i'm totally losing it!! All I think about is this surgery.  I have horrible stats at work (supposed to take 1.5 calls an hour and i'm at 1 call an hour!!)  Holy CRAP i'm getting so nervous!!  I am dreaming about McDonald's quarter pounders, fries and last night about chocolate cake!  I wake up in a panic wondering if I actually ate it!!  I can't fall asleep until almost 2am because I lie in bed just thinking and thinking and thinking about the surgery (good and bad).  The wait is just killing me.. I need to get this over with.  Hope the time starts to move a little faster!!!!

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