laraloulou
conflicting thoughts
Sep 08, 2009
Well, i'm doing well (weight wise).. I'm able to zip up a size 18 pant (althought its tight and i'm not quite ready to wear in public!). My clothes continue to get bigger and bigger and i'm about to drop another pant size (have dropped one already). My arm skin and thigh skin are starting to sag a little and my hair is coming out.I feel great!! I know i'm losing weight. I am battling with emotions and negative self-talk. One side of me thinks about the weight i've lost and another side of me is very negative thinking that i'm not losing enough, not working my tool correctly.. the thoughts just pick pick pick on things I am or might be doing wrong!! I can't stop!! Its soo frustrating because I literally freak myself out!
There are days when I will eat fast food- like 1-2 chicken nuggets and I think WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING??!! What the hell is wrong with me!?
My hormones are all over the place. I've been feeling paranoid about what others close to me are thinking and I twist every word they say to me around to make it sound like its an attack on me. I get angry and irritable for little things.
I need a therapist....
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About Me
Austin, TX
Location
25.0
BMI
Surgery
07/02/2009
Surgery Date
Surgeon
May 14, 2009
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