So many thoughts/feelings, so little time...

Oct 21, 2009

I feel happy, scared, excited, anxious, nervous, ready, apprehensive, fearful, pumped, overwhelmed, prepared, etc. My thoughts and feelings go from one extreme to the other.  I feel a little Bi-Polar today.  Tomorrow is the day I drink the bottle of  Magnesium Citrate and drink only clear liquids until midnight... WOW...this is really happening.  For months now this surgery is something that I had been preparing to do, thinking about, hoping for, wondering if I would get approved, etc.  Now, tonight, I sit here writing this and I realize that this is it!  32 hours from now... 'tiny tummy' here I come! 

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