sudian B.
So my name is sudian [sue-dee-ann]..there isnt much to me..im your regular 18 y/o.. although i shud be grabbing life by the horns and running loose with the world...damn i shud even be painting the town red...but im not.
Im so selfconcious its ridiculous, i look down on alot of my feelings thats why im so secretive, i keep the world at bays distance.
I tend to mask my most inner feelings with sarcasm.
Im anxious to get this surgery..hoping that it will change my insecurities and releive me of my fear to open up to people and allow others to enter my world.
alot of things i do isnt the smartest but i learn to live and live to learn..and god willing im gonna have this surgery and improve myself not only on the outside but on the inside as well.
my all time fav. quote is...
"who are you to judge the life I live?...I know Im not perfect && I dont live to be,but before you start pointing fingers,make sure your hands are clean..."
- Bob Marley.. 
