WTH ....? I am tired of this stall now.

Nov 03, 2010

November 3, 2010


I am still at a stall. I get so nervous when the scale stops moving. I know I should be losing weight because there is no way that I have taken in enough calories to gain weight.

I get that same old feeling, the one that creeps in on you and tells you that you are a failure. I know I am not a failure I have lost almost 60 pounds. I just see others who have had the surgery the same time as me and they have lost alot more than I have. I know, I know don't compare, that is easier said than done.

I am still very happy. Someone asked me the other day if I would like to lose more weight and I said about 40 more pounds would be great but if I don't I am not going to stress too much about it because I have done what I wanted to do..... get off the meds for diabetes and high blood pressure.

Well, my anniversary is this month and I hope to do something special with my special man. Life is good, I am not complaining, well maybe just a little.

Christmas is right around the corner...  new clothes..... yippie!!!

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