I guess the calm before the storm has hit and gone away

Jan 10, 2009

well...the first of the year was nice and calm ...I guess that was the calm before the storm.  Well the health scare of Scott was enough to call it a storm and now it is quiet again...now maybe I can have a chance to enjoy the rollercoaster ride I am about to get on again, I feel my life is so stressful, that something has to give and let me be for a while...I  had my baby Emma's first birthday  on the 8th and it was a nice and quiet night with my family over for dinner and cake and icecream...(I had breyers sugar free icecream, vanilla) no cake I was good so I figured this can be a new start.I now can sit here and take a deep breath and think of myself  for once in my life (of course the babies and kids will always be first) but I am going to do for me and then I will think about family and then work, for a while work was my priority, but now I have come to the conclusion that if I am never going to be happy there I should do something for me so I can be happy somewhere else...did I make any sense??? well I guess it is a rambleing blog but I felt I needed to say it. good luck to all of you January surgeries and all upcoming ones and to all of my December  buddies (((((HUGS)))) to all of you you are the best I am off to bed now  so to all of you goodnight!!!

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