Well 5 days till surgery. I'm so excited and nervous at the same time. I just found out that my 9 year old son thinks "mommy is going to die". We had a little talk and he's better now. I wondered what it's going to be like, how am I going to feel. What's instore for me? I met a great person that works where I used to work that had gastric bypass a year ago and she's giving me all her old clothes. This will help a lot. I pray everthing goes well.