Not so much anymore :)

Nov 05, 2009

 Well I decided to kick the depression out of myself, so I went shopping..I went to the new Super Walmart in my town, and bought myself a new shirt (Medium) and a new pair of jeans (size 10..can fit into the 8s, but still a bit snug). I was soo excited when I fit into my new clothes that I almost started crying. Not because of depression, but rather excitement!!  I am still a tad blah about this new body, not because of the fact I lost weight, but because of the extra skin thing..But not complaining because the scale makes up for it. I just decided that Im gonna save up the next 2yrs so I can get a tummy tuck and possibly liposuction. God knows Im gonna need one!! But still not complaining!!

I went to my Human Services Association meeting last night at school before my night class, and the president finally noticed all the weight I have lost..She was praising me on how good I look and asked me what my trick to losing all this weight was. I told her about my surgery in May..Needless to say she was a bit surprised. I basked in the glory that someone outside of here and my family, noticed and loved the way I looked!! It was awesome!! I have worked so hard to look the way I look and it is finally paid off! I just have to up the workouts. I saw a bunch of ladies doing the Zumba at the mall on Halloween, and it looked like fun! I am thinking of finding out where it is being held and maybe joining the group. The gym where my drs office is also has a gym with diff workout groups and I was thinking of joining there as well, as a lot of Dr Cs patients are members. I have a membership to the YMCA but dont like going there alone and my hubby wont go. My oldest daughter has offered to go with me, but the age limit is 14, and shes 10. Oh well..

As regards to school, it seems my GPA will be a B..Oh well I wanted an A, but who doesnt right?!? Next semester I am going to take PreAlgebra 2, English Writing in the Humanities, and an Psychology class about Adolescence Psychology..I need a developmental psychology class for my Human Services degree. Fun right?? I am looking forward to the psychology class the most. Math and English not so much, but its required. I have to take the math class because I suck at math..On the placement test, I did not do so well and it said that I need to take remedial math (1 and 2). I have put it off as long as I could, but I cant put it off any longer as I needs statistics soon..Graduation calls in a yr  and a half for my associates, then onward upward for the BA..Im still going to stay at Hilbert for my BA, Not sure if Im gonna go for Rehabilitation or Human Services. Rehabilitation deals with those that are disabled, but I think counseling may be my calling. I took a counseling class in the spring and got an A in the class..I loved it! I dunno..I will decide when I cross that bridge. Right now I am focusing on my associates degree, so I can finally walk across that stage. I have been in school for 1000yrs.

Well guess thats it for my rambling!!

Love and hugs to all!!

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