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Nov 20, 2011

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So, Sundays at 8am are my weigh ins.....and I gained a pound this week.  I need someone to stay on my @$$!  It's weird because until recently I wasn't exercising at all, just eating better and I was doing really good with the exception of one week...but now I'm exercising at least 5 days a week, sometimes more, at least 30 mins a day (doing a walking video, doing anywhere from 1-3 miles at a time)  and I thought doing that I would see better results, so this discourages me, why even exercise if it's not going to make more of a difference?? Blah!  And now the holidays are coming, I don't want to take away from my kids, we always make cookies at Christmas time, but OMG  it's going to be so hard not to sit down with a cup of milk and a half dozen or more cookies.  I don't want to get off track, but at the same time I kind of look at this like "my last meal" type of thing, this is the last time I will be able to enjoy the holidays (food wise) the way I normally do....ugggggg, so what do I do......It may be really stupid but I am so upset right now.........

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