Melissa_H
1/09/10 .. 2 days and counting
Jan 09, 2010
Here it is 2 days before surgery, I am scared out of my mind, but just as excited as can be! today started my 48 hours of liquids, this part is hard and sucks. UGH! I feel hungry and I am talking myself out of it, sure wish there was something I could have to make me feel full with out eating food. any who .. everything is good to go Monday morning 8am. Looking at about a 9am surgery. I hope to be home Wednesday afternoon, i really don't want to stay in the hospital that long, I want to be home where i am comfortable. I just cant wait for it to all be over and be on the losers bench.Today i started cleaning out my closet, not that I really need to do that yet, but I don't want to look at all the clothes later, so I figured I;d get some done today, the more I went through my clothes the more I told myself I can fit in it better in a few months so I want to hold on to it a little longer. Looks like I will wait to finish in the spring, have a big spring cleaning party. My friends and family all want my clothes, so they are just going to have to wait, also i am not going to buy a new wardrobe every few weeks, the only thing my hubby and I agree on buying a few of is pants for work, and at the I am looking for a local thrift shop to buy a few pairs from.
Today my head is going crazy, all kinds of things running through my head, what if something happens? what will life be like in a few months? how will I fell Monday afternoon ( after surgery)? what will I feel like a week from now?
I am trying to calm down and relax, and just let life go on one day at a time. Going to a big bind fire tonight, looking forward to hanging out with friends, not to much about the food and hot chocolate being around, but i will take my water and chicken broth and will enjoy it just the same.
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About Me
Pedricktown, NJ
Location
25.8
BMI
Surgery
01/11/2010
Surgery Date
Feb 24, 2007
Member Since
