UGH...

May 05, 2013

Not happy...ate food that did not agree with the tummy...threw up...not fun.  Saturday I ate 2 meatballs and they did not agree with me at all.  They did not agree so much that I threw up, while not fun, throwing up made did make me feel better.  I think I have issues with eating too fast.  I try and chew a lot and go slow, but I still think I am going to fast.  As the weeks go on I am able to eat more and more.  This is causing me a ton of anxiety.  I feel like my belly is getting bigger and I am gaining weight.  I am still afraid of the scale so I have not confirmed my fears.  What if I did gain weight and I had this surgery all for nothing.  I think I would be devastated... I am trying to come from a place of positivity.     

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