Will, Allow yourself to "float" in the peace and love that surrounds you. Let all of your friends and family "carry" you in their thoughts, prayers, and light. I spent 49 days where you are now. I was so totally loved and supported that I felt wrapped in a cocoon. Stephanie, There is no easy way to get through this for you. I know you'll carry the pain and fear for Will. Know that you too are wrapped in that cocoon of thoughts, prayers, and light. I know how much my husband's constant love and support contributed to my healing. My heart goes out to your family as you travel this path. Lord hold this family in the palm of your hand and carry them safely through to healing and new life in you. Amen.