momsgrouchy
Finally an update
Jul 08, 2007
it's over
Jun 14, 2007
Now as for being in the hospital - what can I say it pretty much sucked. I was in a good amount of pain for a lot of the time. And I itched like crazy. Not everyone had a timely response to the call button and sometimes I would sit for at least 15min with a response. (not like I really hit it that often). At first you can only walk if they come and unplug you and that takes a while. But then they tell you how you really need to be up and walking but hey it isn't easy I can't unplug myself. AND MAKE SURE THEY PUT THE PHONE BY YOUR BED. They didn't with me and when it rang - I knew it was my kids - I actually reached for it and wound up in excruiating pain. All things considered it wasn't my worse experience in the hospital. And I am doing well.
to be or not to be
Jun 04, 2007
crying in my beer
May 31, 2007
not really. I don't drink but I am defenitely upset enough to. I have gained 3lbs and my dr is not happy. I have one week to lose it or else I have to have my surgery open. I will be trying like crazy, keep your fingers crossed. Other than that everything is ready for next week. Nope still not excited more like I am just ready to get on with it.
congrat's to me
May 14, 2007
done whinning!
May 04, 2007
I am tired.
May 01, 2007
My measurements
Apr 23, 2007
Arm 15.5 inches
Calf 17.5 inches
Thigh 26.5 inches
chest 45 inches
waist 48.5 inches
Bust 53 inches
Hips 48 inches.
So that is done and later when I feel like I am stuck not losing I will have to compare the measurements too now.
waiting again
Apr 23, 2007
speak now or forever hold your piece
Apr 12, 2007
I spoke with a friend and it seems like this will pretty much be done with it around a month. OMG and now I am scared! Not so much at the surgery itself but all the things after. Will my marriage make it if I lose all this weight? Will I have complications and if so what? Will we make it finacially while I am off work? Will I be able to handle not eating? What can I do to transfer my addictions? Will I be able to take care of my children while I am trying to recover? I can do this. I just have to get past my anxiety which like usual is getting in my way. I think in the last few days I have put my weight back on. But I am to terrified to get on a scale. I am doing this pretty much on my own and that scares me. Although I do have a good support in email but not in person. I just need to get through the wait and then I know that everything will be better. Until then . . .