Almost on the loosing bench-2 days

Nov 08, 2009

Well each day I get closer to my surgery the more I see God telling me "it's going to be okay...I got this...trust in me and only me".  I must admit I am hungry.  Not hungry b/c...o who cares, I'm just hungry.  I am about to trade hunger for pain, lol.  I had to laugh to myself on that. 

Today I tried the Isopure Plus protein drink...NASTY! I tried the Swanson Broth..NASTY.  So tomorrow I will out to the store to find something better.  Hmmm I may need to hit up the Baratric Advantage website.  I did realize something though.  I was feeling sad b/c I kept thinking I would not be able to eat again the things I like...but actually I am just trading up for smaller healthier portions.  I can make fish taste damn good and let's not get on the shrimp.  I just will have to manuver my taste buds differently, i.e that nasty Swanson broth-smells like puke to me...forreal.

I think I am also tired of all the research I have been doing. Reading reading reading, but the more I know, the better. 

ok I need to get some sleep.  I am a procrastinator so tomorrow before my mom comes to help out so I need to do some spring cleaning.  You know how it is when your moms comes to your house.  Yep I had a chance to do it earlier, but..last minute is when I get it done quick and right. 

gn

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