nessa315
My name is Vanessa. I am 21 years old, from New york. I have beautiful nephews and I want to be there for them and see them grow into wonderful young men....I need get in shape and lose weight.....
When I was in high school I used to be an active teen even though I was a little bit over weight, I played volleyball and also was in JROTC. I weighed 274 and felt good about myself... Now being out of school I been putting on weight drastically and its upsetting to me.. I have been on diets and diets since I was young and nothing seem to work I would lose 10 pounds and gain 20lbs right back... Its a depressing ordeal....I quit Highschool in the end of 11th grade in april 04 I was almost done... because of my weight I don't have a job and I stayed cooped up in my house out of fear of what the world will have to say to me... I have Social anxiety really bad due to my weight and It upsets me everyday that I went from and outgoing child to a pathetic teen-adult... I'm 21 and I should be having the time of my life.... I want to go back to school but need to shed these unwanted pounds before I do so....
Kids can be so cruel to you when you grow up a fat kid... I been heavy since I was about a couple months old... I was born a Premature baby and had to gain weight to survive and now I have to lose it to survive.... When I was in school I was called Fatso, even teased by my brothers and sisters called fat stuff, Biscuit, the human trash bin.....Baby thunder clap, Porky, pudge.... I can go on and on.... It makes sad everytime someone graduates in my family that I couldn't graduate or go to prom and not in college making a way for myself.... Hopefully one day I will be thin enough to go back to school and make a way for myself....*raises wine glass* Here is to my future!
