Screeching Hault!!!!

May 28, 2009

Well I have moved in with my mother and have been waiting for my medicaid to run out from where I was living and that happens may 31st. So I called Affinity Health today because I was told a few months ago to call back when I moved down in the area they cover and now they say I can not get coverage because I am on Disability...So pretty much at the moment I want to give up, my mom told me not to worry about it because it's not like I'm going to see anyone this week any how... That's clearly not the point, in order for the Dr. I was refered to to see me they told me I need to get something to go along with my medicaid...I'm on SSI obviously they only give you straight medicaid and now I'm being told that this is an elective surgery so I will most likely need to pay out of my pocket.... How in the hell am I going to do that??? I'm on a fixed income and by the time all my bills are paid and what not I have only about 50 dollars to my name, That means I will be saving money for the next 5 years or so to come anywhere close to paying for this surgery....It down right blows!!!!! Everything happens for a reason right? Maybe this is a sign that it is mean't for me to be fat. I'm trying not to cry but damn it blows, I been working on this for the past 8 months for something to come to a screeching hault.

   On top of everything I have been dealing with some major habits that I have not dealt with in a while, I have been so stressed I actually picked up a Cigarette.... Yeah not the best thing to do

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