Still a work in progress!

Apr 09, 2012

Soo I fig its been awhile and was feeling kind of down today so thought, let me get it out there and hope I feel better!

It is now April 9, 2012.. I am offically 31 yrs old and still struggling but hoping I am going to get through all that life keeps throwing at me.  I am still unemployed since Sept 7th 2011, and living one day at a time.  My weight seems to be the only thing that is moving forward, even though it is a slow forward.  Doing diet alone is not enough to make this weight melt away but my other health stuff is keeping me from the exercise.  I was diagnosed with RSD about 6 months ago... basically my nerves keep telling my body that a slight injury I had labor day weekend has not healed and my foot swells and is bruised like it happened yesterday.  I am in pain every min of every day and that keeps me from being able to move around like I WANT and NEED to.  How can I expect this weight to come off if walking up the stairs is a hassle? 

Ok enough of the pity party... I just wanted to say that to all the bandsters and BOBsters out there, keep on reaching for your goals and you will over come the hurdles.  I dont know if there was a point to this blog, but I just needed to vent to the void out there :)

hugs!
Nikki

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