Lets be honest

Jun 29, 2011

Okay, time to be brutally honest with myself.
My stats, when I first started, before surgery I was 316, day of surgery, I was 250+ and at my lowest I was 153. I weighed myself tonight, 189. Ouch that hurt. Oh wow, I hadnt realized until now how bad things have gotten. I am so tired, emotionally drained, feel as if I have been hit by a truck. I cant seem to get the energy I need, I sleep ten hours and get up feeling like I could sleep ten more. I have lost me in all of this, depression that has taken over my body.
Bah I think I need to find myself some sort of a support system, maybe a group, someone who understands my problems, and can help me out of this rut...
I am so overwhelmed with those stats right now I can't even remember what I was going to post...
 Tomorrow, tomorrow is a new day!

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