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 Ok I know I haven't been on here for a couple of weeks I and trying to get used to my new tummy the first two weeks on liquid wasn't so bad at least not as bad as the pain I did however ended up back in the hospital only to get some test done because the (pain) I was in at first went away and then came back ten times worse so I got a cat scan and everything came back normal that god.

The 2nd stage (purée) was the hardest for me learning how to feel full when I never did I could only eat certain things because don't like cottage cheese nor yogurt so pudding and soup were my friends lol I tried eggs and threw them up I notice that the things I USED to like I really don't like milk it taste so gross to me now even with the essentials breakfast I just choose not to bother with it anymore I did make a lot of pudding with unjury protein that's tasted ok but I can't drink the unjury because it smells so bad lol weird I know ....during this week I lost 10lbs and the first the same 

3rd stage which I'm on now soft food~I can eat chicken which I love it has 29 g of proteins I cook it and then put it in some spaghetti sauce this way it's so tender it goes down better I do cracker with cream cheese and liverworst lol I like it I use the 90cal crackers I can only eat 4 now eating on the soft food diet I'm feeling the full but only for an hr and then I'm hungry again I ignor it and drink water I am now having issue with lightheadedness all the time my blood pressure is 94/84 not normal for me but my heart rate is up I mostly feel like I'm going too pass out and they still tell me I'm ok so I made another appt to my family doctor hoping he can help me I am tring to get all my protein in but it's hard so I just do my 300 cal 32 g of protein in the am and some chicken at night if I can and that 60g of protein now drinking water ughh I feel like its a job to me now so I carry one big 50oz of bottle water with me lol I know big right but Iatlewst I'll know how much I'm getting ok so anyways Imy starting weight was 265/225im very happy stil more to go but I'm glad I'm still losing 

 Good mourning everyone ok so I finished all my weight management since may 24th I have been having issue with my phyc doctor at the hospital he would never reuters my calls so this is what happen I take Depakote it's for bipolar but I am not bipolar and I take Zoloft reason being I lost my dad 4 yrs ago and it's been rough but with the help of my husband who I met right before my dad died come to find out he has the same birthdate. My dad he acts just like him wears same type of clothes everything weird I now lol anyways with that I'm happy I know he is here in sprint anyways the Depakote I was going threw a 2yr battle of custody cause my x didn't wanna pay support and he had a new girlfriend which mean she just don'tknow her place going threw all this I felt like I was on a losing battle it was just one thing after another the though of the words I pogoing to take my kids from you just mortified me I fought and fought paid$$$ for great lawyers and I WON don't u know the 'new girlfriend' cheated on my x and left him after all the time and money and what it did to my kids life has been so normal and great  but during this time I felt like I couldn't concentrate so the doctor put me on this and that what scared my phyc doctor he says people with bipolar don't do well I'm like only I'm not bipolar well all this back and forth getting cleanerce from all my doctors and dpi made another appt for my sergeon I saw his people they said I'm ok n him he said the same I had to wait two weeks for this ass to finally send in my stuff to my insurence people  but I just couldn't believe it that he could stop me from getting the sleeve I was so upset after CEO many call to my sergeon recpepionist I got an appt yesterday mourning and now everything is being sent in from what they told me so I'm keeping my fingers crossed hope all goes well

 So I have been going through so much craziness in my life first with my family they are the typical ones that start drama and always wanna include me in some type of way and when I speak the truth they turn their back on me I guess they just can't deal with me being honest so I cut them off this is my mom brother n sisters it's hard but I always end up "the victim" so this time I said enough is enough I can't protect my mom from these people cause when I do she don't believe anything I tell her all they want her for is money I work my husband works we live a good life all I want to do after my father past was to watch out for her and take care of her but use had other plans I guess I really wanted her apart of this whole process of me getting the sleeve but hat aint going to happen I went to my last weight management on Thursday and had my phyc evaluation and he said he got to talk to my doctor to make sure I can go ahead with this his letter of approval wasn't enough I guess which pissed me off cause they were going to submit all my stuff to my insurence company Friday so now I have to wait till next week or the week after that she did give me a surgery date on July 5th but will shall see when she told me my date the first thing I wanted to do was to call my mom and I looked at my phone and just stared at it like why should I bother she don't care so I told my other sister whom I still talk to and my hubby but I was over excited I wanted to shout it to everyone :-( it amazes me that when I need them they do thisim sorry I'm just venting out 

today i had my 2nd wt management i weigh 254 i gain 2 lbs in a month but due to women issues :-) so i saw my nurse and had some question about me getting approved i got all my blood work done and I'm healthy i said how can i get approved if their is nothing medically wrong with me she said well Ur bmi is way over 40 so Ur going to get Ur surgery i was like i don't have documentation on me losing weight she said Ur insurance don't need any of that i said Oh OK i had tears coming down to actually know I'm going to get this was wining the lottery so now i have to go on a diet 1 can of diet soda a day and lose 5 lbs in one month which shouldn't be a problem