Still waiting

May 26, 2012

 So I have been going through so much craziness in my life first with my family they are the typical ones that start drama and always wanna include me in some type of way and when I speak the truth they turn their back on me I guess they just can't deal with me being honest so I cut them off this is my mom brother n sisters it's hard but I always end up "the victim" so this time I said enough is enough I can't protect my mom from these people cause when I do she don't believe anything I tell her all they want her for is money I work my husband works we live a good life all I want to do after my father past was to watch out for her and take care of her but use had other plans I guess I really wanted her apart of this whole process of me getting the sleeve but hat aint going to happen I went to my last weight management on Thursday and had my phyc evaluation and he said he got to talk to my doctor to make sure I can go ahead with this his letter of approval wasn't enough I guess which pissed me off cause they were going to submit all my stuff to my insurence company Friday so now I have to wait till next week or the week after that she did give me a surgery date on July 5th but will shall see when she told me my date the first thing I wanted to do was to call my mom and I looked at my phone and just stared at it like why should I bother she don't care so I told my other sister whom I still talk to and my hubby but I was over excited I wanted to shout it to everyone :-( it amazes me that when I need them they do thisim sorry I'm just venting out 

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