PSMITH32
IM STILL HERE!!!!!!
Sep 02, 2009
WELL ITS BEEN 4 EVER SINCE I POSTED ONMY PAGE.. IM STILL HERE STANDING
STRONG..LOL.. TRYING TO ANYWAY.. WELL
IM GAINING WEIGHT AND I AM DEVASTATED
BUT THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U ABUSE
UR TOOL AND THINK THAT UR GONNA LOSE
WEIGHT NO MATTER WHAT JUST BECAUSE
U'VE HAD WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY.. THAT IS
NOT THE TRUTH.. IM PAST MY HONEYMOON
STAGE WHERE THE WEIGHT JUST FALLS
OFF WITH HARDLY ANY WORK... I WISH I
COULD GO BACK TO THE BEGINNING OF THE
YEAR WHEN I WAS 15-20LBS LIGHTER I
WOULD HAVE DONE THE RIGHT THINGS LIKE
EXCERSISNG AND EATING WHAT I WAS
SUPPOSED TO EAT NOT WHAT I WANTED TO
EAT .. BEING GREEDY AND THINKING THAT
OH ILL BE OK IT'S JUST A LITTLE. BUT NOW
THAT IM FURTHER DOWN THE LINE I HAVE
STRETCHED MY STOMACH AND I CAN EAT
ALMOST ANYTHING NOT AN EXTREME
AMOUNT BUT ENOUGH AND TOO MUCH FOR
A GASTRIC BYPASS PATIENT. AND IM HATING
IT RIGHT NOW. I FEEL TERRIBLE. I STARTED
GOING TO THE GYM AND IM TRYING TO GET
MYSELF IN CHECK AND ALL THE
OVEREATERS KNOW WHAT I MEAN. IT'S SO
HARD BUT I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR ME AND
MY KIDS BECAUSE I REFUSE....TO GO BACK
TO WHERE I STARTED FROM. I HAVE COME
ENTIRELY TO FAR TO BE DEFEATED BY
WEIGHT AGAIN IN MY LIFE . THESE PAST 2
YEARS HAVE BEEN THE BEST TIMES OF MY
LIFE AND I FELT SO GOOD ABOUT MYSELF.. I
FEEL LIKE IM FAILING NOW AND I WANNA
GET BACK ON TRACK.. AND I AM GONNA GET
BACK ON TRACK. MY LIFE WILL NOT BE THE
SAME AS IT WAS BEFORE I HAD SURGERY..
SO WHOM EVER READS THIS AND U R ON
THE SAME ROAD AS ME.. STOP AND
EVALUATE UR SITUATION AND TAKE
CONTROL.. I AM.. EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY
AND IM STARTING TO REALIZE THAT. I JUST
PRAY THAT I GET IT TOGETHER BEFORE IT'S
TOO LATE..
2 Comments
About Me
Lithonia, GA
Location
38.4
BMI
Jun 20, 2007
Member Since
Before & After
rollover to see after photo
