Well, well. Whoda thunk.....

Feb 19, 2010

Well, went to PCP today to beg for him to write off on my 6 mos of consecutive weight management and he would not.  I have the coolest damn PCP n the world though.  We sat n talked for bout 30 min bout everything.  He said he would because he believes I am a great candidate for WLS and will do well with it, he just thinks it would be best to do all the preliminary things n really take the 6 mos to get in the best position (mentally/physically) I can be for surgery.  Which after having talked to him I believe he's right (as bad as it sucks lol).  I have some depression issues right now, whats funny is I didnt even know I was depressed.  There are many factors contributing to it though.  I just lost my Father quite unexpectedly last July (he was only 51) and still won't allow or can't allow myself to deal with it.  I also was hurt at work and lost all medical coverage AND MY JOB, drew Workers Comp for about 6 mos til they dropped me without properly giving me the treatment I needed.  Don't worry girls~Lawsuit...Im on it! My husband also lost his job at the same place for some bogus sh&t, but thank GOD he's got a different job.  It's just been a good run of bad luck, but thanks be to the Man above it's getting better.  My home life is great, I love my Hubby like none other, he's my soul mate and we got along like Best Friends.  My kids are totally awesome and so much fun! N were better off financially then we have been in ages (Praise Jesus!)  But I'm depressed. Which explains why I feel like the couch is quicksand n my ass is stuck in it all the time.  So startin some Zoloft n been tryin some anxiety med...got my fingers crossed.  Anyways Dr went ahead and ordered my sleep study cause evidentally after talkin to him I found out its not normal to wake up every mornin feeling as though someone has beat the Hell outta you and you have not rested at all...whoda thunk?  And finally, my PCP gonna get in contact with my WLS surgeon (because their office is notorious for having horrible communication issues) and make sure he can get the ball rollin for me.  So thats how Im rollin for now....................

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