8 Days......getting there slowly

Dec 11, 2011

Mondays....o how I do not like mondays...woke up 30 min before my alarm, and just laid there thinking about food.  This is my biggest hang up...I am a mental eater....I dont eat when I am sad, upset, angry, joyous...etc.  I eat because it tastes good.  Being on this liquid diet has made the food monsters come alive...I dream food.  I crave food.  I want food, but I know I can not have it, and thats the kicker. 

I am starting to compare this 2 weeks to the first 2 weeks that I quit smoking ( last cig 9/25/2011).  I was bitchy, short temped and desided that everyone better stay outta my way or they would be smashed.  This last week...same friggin thing.

Today seems better on the emotional front, mornings are always better, but by the time I head for bed, I am an emotional wreak....it will get better and I can do this.  I did not come this far to quit, I have quit and taken shortcuts and cheated my entire life, I WILL NOT DO IT NOW!

Thats all

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